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Waiting

"I look up to the mountains -- does my help come from there? My help comes from the LORD, who made heaven and earth!" Psalm 121:1-2 It's been 24 days so far. It's been a hard 24 days. Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning. I'm overwhelmed. I'm defeated. I feel like a failure. I feel alone. For 24 days, I've felt as though I'm barely hanging on. Some days it seems impossible to juggle all of the things I need to do.  I feel guilty for doing anything I actually want to do.  I finally semi-adjusted to being a full-time teacher and then our entire routine was flipped upside-down. Just 3 days later, we found out we're moving. Moving?! And not just moving ... But moving across the country. I've walked around in a state of shock for a couple of weeks now.  When anyone asks me how I feel about it, I don't know how to answer. Am I sad? YES! We've made a home here! We just